ONE YEAR!

Yesterday was the 1-year anniversary of my life-changing surgery. I believe I have a normal life again although it's not the same normal as I had before the GERD began nearly 20 years previously. But it is normal to me now.

These differences are few, though. Still no carbonated beverages, since I can't burp, for the most part. Very very occasionally a small amount of air will work its way back up past my wrap, but it is not often enough to be sure I could burp when I needed to - 95% of the time, at least, I can't. For the same reason, I can't drink through a straw, which is would mainly be an issue at fast-food drive-thru places. But we keep a bottle of water in the car for those occasions. And speaking of air, what can't come back up, has to pass on through. So I'm more flatulent than I've ever been, and don't have much control over that. I try to not be rude about it but, well, like I said, I don't have much control over that.

As for foods, I probably only get "stuck" a couple of times a month now. Smaller bites and thorough chewing are second nature. Large bites are painful going down, even if they don't get stuck. As I've mentioned, cooked pork and bread are the main problems, like if I have the very rare (as in infrequent) hamburger on a bun for example.

My appetite is about 75% of what it was prior. I graze more now. Eat less at meals, get hungry sooner afterward, and eat again. Sometimes my meals that don't get finished I just leave sitting on the counter; in an hour or so I'll go back and finish it. I've also noticed that motility is better. If I eat to the point of fullness (not uncomfortable fullness of course), and then walk around or even sit back with a cup of tea, 10-15 minutes later I can eat a little more. This is good for buffet restaurants, where I eat my small plate of food and finish before my husband is half-done with his mounded up plate. By the time he's halfway through his second plate and I'm sitting there bored, I can go have a dish of soup or a dessert (sugar-free of course!) or something - then we finish up at the same time.

I love to rearrange the furniture in my house, but heavy lifting is still off-limits. The last time I tried (a couple of months ago), I was in a world of hurt in the area of my wrap for 2-3 days afterward. I've since read that heavy lifting is never a good idea after a wrap, no matter how long it's been since the surgery. This isn't a huge issue to me anymore since the arthritis in my spine also limits lifting, but just another difference.

Raw vegetables was another thing my surgeon warned me against, both for digestibility and for gas issues. I can eat small amounts, but they do give me a bellyache if I eat too much, and they do increase the level of gas I need to get rid of. So I can eat them, but I limit them. Gone are the days of eating a whole head of cauliflower dipped in ranch dressing in one day!

Even though the early days were more difficult for me than most, recovery was slower and more painful, and I do have some (minor!) limits now, I would do it again in a heartbeat. And, in cases like mine where all else has failed, I would definitely recommend it. It is a major surgery, it is life-altering, and it physically changes the inside of our bodies, permanently. It has a fairly high failure rate (depending on who you ask), and can cause more problems than it was intended to solve in a few cases. For these reasons it isn't a surgery that should be taken lightly or gone into without a lot of research and prayer. But for me, it was literally a lifesaver and many times every single day I am thankful that I had the opportunity to get it done!